I am a musical being. I feel music and rhythm and sound as if it were alive in my body. When I sing or dance or perform, I feel pure connection, flow and alignment.
I went to music school in Britain from the ages of 3- 19yrs ish, singing and learning the French horn. I grew up with music lessons, band, orchestra, quintet, quartet, choir, coming out of my ears- some years 5/7 days of the week would be musicing. Big up classical music.
Sometimes I loved it but I often felt trapped by the system and lost some of my raw musical expression.
However, it taught me about the vast depths of human expression, of beauty and spirit, of power and tenderness and of the need to practise!
It also taught me about the dangers of perfection. I don’t want to subscribe to this in any of musical practises now.
SIMULTANEOUSLY
My journey of healing started when I participated in my first workshop aged 8 ish. In my teens, I spent my money on alternative medicine, healing and workshops.
I was navigating growing up this world and struggling to understand what I was doing here. I lived with a heavy depression for many years - worse from 20-28 ….and feel I missed some good years not being able to function very well and other times looking perfectly normal, just dying a bit inside. I dropped out of my psychology degree (aiming to be a clinical psychologist) due to my poor mental health.
I wasn’t singing or playing or dancing. I had to travel to dark depths to bring light back to my essence.
I learnt to be a hypnotherapist and NLP coach in my early 20s, took many facilitation trainings and attended deep immersive workshops. Somewhere around then, my connection door to other worlds was opened with the great Jill Purce. I participated in weeklong ceremonies of chanting and deep reverence, I learnt about the cosmos, about Tibetan buddhism, the power of my ancestral guides and constellation work.
I've spent the last decade immersed in my own family healings, learning about the wider energetic family web and constellation work. Studying intergenerational trauma and sub sequentially intergenerational healing has allowed me to make so much sense of the world and my family and has offered me hope and a structure to process many familial hardships.
ALONGSIDE THIS
I was ticking along working for big organisations, managing big teams and speaking at large conferences, managing healing workshops for my family business and continuing in my own training and learning.
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And now I’m here, quite some time later. Reflecting my experiences back to you and holding space in the way I know how, with deep presence, gentleness and invitation for power. My offerings come from a deep knowing and understanding within me.
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